"Living" Lyrics

Verse 1]
I need to get out of my own head
To leave my whole past
Get new thoughts, new feelings
A whole new life
I never wanted this one

[Verse 2]
These days neither do I see or hear
Heavy eyes are being held up by bloody fingertips
In my ears, some buttons put a moderator
Making me unable of hearing

[Chorus]
Today, I'm shouting my pain out
For now, because the echoing, the walls
I didn't want this thing called living
I never wanted this thing called living

[Verse 3]
The words were drowned by tears and I
Was standing weak at my knees
Between concrete buildings
Where the gravel and sorrow
Are filling my lungs with darkness

[Chorus]

[Outro]
Ohhh, ohhh
I need to get of my own head
To leave my whole past