"Disdained Delight" Lyrics

When all my fortunes fall away
Leaving like the Autumn leaves
Bringing down the day

Winter comes till I'm alone
Feeling like the shattered light
A cold that shakes the bone

Yeah I wandered through the years
Drifting past the happy lives
and holding back the tears

Disdained delight
Becomes my hole in me
Disdained delight
The pain on which I feel
Disdained delight
A captain never free
Disdained delight

Now that spring brings in the rain
A child begins to laugh again
while I walk by in shame

To see the dust erode begin
my breathing starts
and I'm lost again
My price for all my sins

Finally summer lights the land
The circle of my life unfolds
and opens up the man!

Disdained delight
Becomes my hole in me
Disdained delight
The pain on which I feel
Disdained delight
A captain never free
Disdained delight

Disdained delight
Becomes my hole in me
Disdained delight
The pain on which I feel
Disdained delight
A captain never free
Disdained delight