"Send for You" Lyrics

Back when I was teething
When I was barely breathing
I crawled wall to wall
and I saw that something was missing
As time went by I was stronger
I couldn't take it no longer
I stood on my bed and I said
God, this isn't funny at all!
I need your attention, I've been meaning to mention
If you see her up there, tell her I said take care
I miss her and wish her a happy eternity

I can do this, if I get through this
I will send for you
If I can make it, if I can take it
I will send for you

Now that my shell's decaying
I hear my heartbeat saying
How long can one life take to live
God, this isn't funny at all
I'd sure like to go now
I really don't care how
A car crash, an earthquake, a day job I can't take
I miss her and wish her a happy eternity

I can do this, if I get through this
I will send for you (send for you)
If I can make it, if I can take it
I will send for you

Change of address, apartment's a mess
Hiding from Heaven, young man going west
Change of address, apartment's a mess
Hiding from Heaven, young man going west
Young man going west, young man going west
Hiding from Heaven, young man going west
Change of address, apartment's a mess
Hiding from Heaven, yeah

I can do this, if I get through this
I will send for you (send for you)
I can do this, if I get through this
I will send for you
If I can make it, if I can take it
I will send for you
Will send for you, will send for you
Heaven