"Crying And Wishing" Lyrics

so i wake up
begin to cry
cuz you are my sweet lullaby
the memories
the laughter
it only makes my heart hurt
im sittin on the school bus
and you come on
you walk down the aisle
and sing along
to the song
and you dont know
that i wake up
begin to cry
cuz you are my sweet lullaby
the memories

the laughter
it only makes my heart hurt
and every night
before bed
i close my eyes
and look up to heaven
and i wish that just one day
you might say...
"every night i wake up
and it kills me to know
how beautiful you are girl
and i just let you go
im sorry for the way i acted
to you its not so fair
im ashamed of all my actions
and truly i do care"