"This Much" Lyrics

I hear your laugh
(It kills me)
I hear it floating
Down the stairs, into my ears
I never though it would

You were so far
(I followed)
You never knew
How much I used to look up to you
I thought you were so good

Leave me here
I never liked you enough
To let you hurt me this much

Look, can't you see
(My silence)
Look, can't you see
How much I hate you
How I blame you
I don't care what you say

Now that I know
(The reason)
I only know
It doesn't save you from my anger
You took what I need away