"So This Is How It Feels" Lyrics

Morning comes and thoughts of late last night are quickly
forgotten convictions gone almost as easily as the
events that brought them will I ever be good enough
for you again should I have to pay for my mistakes
forever it hurts the most when I hear your voice at
night in my dreams to realize that I couldn't have
you it hurts so much to believe I lie here thinking
how you brought out the best in me back then that I've
had so many nights to think of what we could've been
sitting here knowing it's late wanting to call yet
I wait scared to put myself out there again so far
from home you're all I've wanted all along you gave
me something to believe in again that I'm afraid to
try but I can't stop myself this time promise me that
you'll be there when I open my eyes I'm tired now just
want to rest myself across from your face I'm broken
now by own faults guess that's the price I have to pay