"Waking" Lyrics

I dialed 911 a long time ago,
Now I see how late they're reacting.
Here shakes a former lover slash husband,
and there lies the wife, of a trainwreck just waiting to happen

My God,
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone,
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone,
(We'll wake up and she'll be next to me)

I can't believe that she's gone

Marvel as this madman, as this makeshift-monster rips through the room.
Watch in fear as he comes completely unglued.
Gaze in horror and amazement for a frightening instant.
As he christens the walls with broken bottles of
perfume, her fume,
Final moments, must have been a
Nightmare in waking, Victimized, violently shaking.

My God,
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(we'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(We'll wake up and she'll be next to me)

I can't breathe...
(I don't deserve to take these breaths)
All I need
(Is to sit and rest my head)
On my knees
(The ambulance and police will be here soon)
I can't see...

I can't feel, numb to everything
I can't feel, numb to everything
I can't feel, numb to everything
Except my body shutting down as they enter my home.

Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone
Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone
Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone
Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone
Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone
Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone
Make this a dream, because I really can't believe that she's gone

Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(We'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(I'm not here and this isn't happening)
Make this a dream because I really can't believe that she's gone
(We'll wake up and she'll be next to me)