"On This Moment" Lyrics

I used to be awake at midnight,
Wondering why is this happening to me,
So I'd walk around,
Thinking to myself,
Is this really happening,
Why is this happening to me.
So I leave away,
From all my thoughts and delays,
I know, I know,
But I need to escape,
Everyone is looking at me,
So I leave here this earth,
Wondering if I'll ever regret it

So here I write,
this letter of,
my solemn regret,
and turth,
On this moment here,
I am trying to,
Show the world I have changed my fear,
will I ever know the truth of my lies,

but i know that inside,
i am dying everyday,
Im falling for al these mistakes,
And I never learn...

But is it ever enough,
To supply your lust,
for my dying wish...

I'd never walk away,
From your lies or your mistakes,
I've been here,
Night and day,
Dying softly with dismay,
But I am here,
Waiting for you,
To tell me when you're ready,
To give it all up,
To show me,
That this moment...

Is ours...