"Time Is The Distance" Lyrics

It seems like I've been here
A thousand times before
One thousand times everyday
And I still beg for more
Not far from here I'll find myself
But time is the distance from that feeling

I can't take it
These beatings I give to myself
I've got to stop
But I need your help
My better half is the half that I hide and I'm
Trying hard not to let this go
I'm trying hard not to let this go
I'm trying hard not to let this go
I'm trying hard not to let this go

Your words are healing but they're burning me up inside
I'd love to taste, I'd love to feel and share that life
Here I am I think I've said too much again
You're too real and

I can't take it
These beatings I give to myself
Have got to stop
But I need your help
My better half is the half that I hide and I'm
I'm trying hard not to let this go
I'm trying hard not to let this go
I'm trying hard not to let this

Have we gone too far
Or maybe not far enough?
So many walls in our way
And it's not a surprise
To me that this is right
In front of me I see the rest of me
I see the rest of my life
And so again I beg for that beating
And when received I won't release- It's so healing
Caged inside I hide myself from all life
I've cried one thousand times
I don't want to be alone again
I want to know myself
I want to be your friend

I think I'd die without that feeling once again
I know I'd die without that feeling once again
I'd quit this all to have that feeling never end

I'm trying hard not to let this go
I'm trying hard not to let this go
I'm trying hard not to let this go

I'm trying hard not to let this go
I'm trying hard not to let this go
I'm trying hard not to let this go
Let this go

I can't take it