"New High" Lyrics

My life is fading sick and tired of wasting time
my back is breaking underneath all these lies
this feels like second best im trapped in false content
my cup is half empty And dripping with envy
right now im feeling that no ones gunna help me out but myself

im looking for a new high
i dont wanna get left behind
im looking for a new high
trying to get the feeling right

No motivation elevation is hard to find
im not impatient but everyday is a common grind
my head is spinning round i need to straighten out
my cup is half empty but that dont upset me
right now im feeling that no ones gunna help me out but myself

too much of the same routine has held me up
but im willing to leave the past within the past
i have to beleive ive finally had enough
the first step is the hardest one to make