"Freakshow" Lyrics

Damn!
I see, catastrophe...
I feel a thousand that die,
Just for what I say,
I see, the ignorance...
I feel the ration around,
Must have slipped away,
Get with it!
I hear, the screams of pain,
Once again...
A muthafucker get shamed,
Well I can't, relate to me,
Things I've done...
I'm dealing with the pain,
[chorus]
Surface, something inside me,
Drives me, out of my mind,
Serving, something behind me,
(give it up, give it up, give it up)
The Freakshow!
I've done my time in jail,
I've been institutionalized,
Just for the simple fact,
I elevate my fuckin' mind,
I look into my past,
All that I've said and done,
All this it leads me back,
I'm another one, gotta get ready!
Pumping, the blood in my veins,
I lost control,
Like a runaway train,
Scared to death, of my own self,
Gotta cut my flesh,
Just to feel the pain,
[chorus]
I've done my time in jail,
I've been institutionalized,
You've got to change your life,
Close the door and lock the door behind you,
I look into my past,
All that I've said and done,
All this it leads me back,
I'm another one, gotta get ready!