"My Apocalypse II" Lyrics

I've walked this road of misery
That's where I found my comfort
So I pick and chose my company
But one is a lonely number
I am all I've got
This is the breaking ground of what you are not

What happened to me again
I'm slipping through the cracks
I've seen the light, the ___?
Of reliving my past
And when will it ever stop?
It's very clear, my biggest fear is falling from the top

Falling from the top

I've had my days where I found peace
But i am falling back down
And I want to believe that the grass is green
There's only one way to find
Over and over and over again
This is unbelievable
From this day on, I am all I've got

What happened to me again
I'm slipping through the cracks
I've seen the light, the ___?
Of reliving my past
And when will it ever stop?
It's very clear, my biggest fear is falling from the top

Falling from the top

All I want is to be adored
Find someone who wants nothing more
When I was young, ___? and pushed away
And that's why I wanted all this fame
(Wanted all this fame)
But you're to blame

Over and over and over again, and again
I'm slipping through the cracks
I've seen the light, the ___?
Of reliving my past
And when will it ever stop?
It's very clear, my biggest fear is falling from the top
Falling from the top
Falling from the