"The Sky. The Stars. And Forgiveness" Lyrics

Where was my head
I still haven't recovered
From the last mistake where
Where my conscience was smothered

Seems all I know how to do is run away from you
But that's no sue
Cause I won't die to my humanity

Oh no the sky is breaking down
Oh what a mess I'm made of now
And as for all my burning stars tonight
They might as well be gone

Whoa oh it's inevitable
If I don't give up I will lose control
Maybe I've missed the picture of forgiveness
But I don't understand
Please explain to me forgivenss
Someone explain to me the purpose in all of this

Cause all I know how to do is run away from you
And that's no use
Cause I won't die to my humanity

Can't get my problems to let go of me
I'll never heal
And how they're consequences make me bleed