"New Friend" Lyrics

Thinking about yesterday, when I became more of a man,
Everything I wanna say, describes just who I am
I can hardly find the words, to show you what I feel,
I know that it sounds absurd,
Because the past is so unreal,

If you find me by the river,
Looking like I'm jumping in,
Realize this is not the first time,
I've thought about the end,
If you find me by the river,
Looking like I'm losing it,
Just pull over to the shoulder,
I'm in need of a new friend,

We always have the longest talks,
About all that I do wrong,
You told me you were going to walk,
But you knew I'd be worse off,
For the brightest piece of mind,
You sure are looking dim,
You must illuminate the night,
'Cause I can keep you, I can't keep this alive,

It didn't take long for me to come right undone,
Everything I thought I'd say, fell apart and you washed it all away