"Lonely Lullaby" Lyrics

have I mistaken
have I misjudged
has it all snowballed
how far has this gone
the further I let it
the harder the fall
is it me who dropped it
or was I the ball

chorus:
it's my, it's my
it's my lonely lullaby
it's my, it's my
it's my lonely lullaby

am I suspicious
though I don't have to trust
is this a problem I got
or is it just between us
later comes the consequence
for now I'll have some fun
it's only a matter of time
then everything can be outrun

(chorus)

I wake up in the morning
what more will I see
perhaps some more thoughts
and some new ideas
I want to be healthy
I want it for real
cause some how I feel guilty
for all that I feel

(chorus x3)