Why do I look like a criminal in some poeples eyes?
Why can't ey' just look inside and realize?
It's hard to deal with this daily preassure in this life of mine.
True man, sometimes I can be stupid.
God knows I've done some dumn shit.
Don't even remember the half of it.
But it doesn't matter.
I'm not here cuz' of that.
I'm here to make some changes.
If I would be giving another shoot I would embrace it.
I would face my past and I would make it.
I would live my life sacred.
If it only would be that easy.
Life aint what it is on tv.
Come on man, do you feel me?
Come on man, can you reach me?
I mean, what I'm tryin' to tell you is that life's pretty hard.
But it can work out fine if you play the right cards.
Unfortuanly for me I played mine wrong.
I'm addicted to this problem but I gotta stay strong.
At least I've got the faith to carry on.
But I don't know for how long.
Please God help me before I'l be gone.
Before I'm turned into dust in the dawn.
Help me.
I began as a lost soul.
Allways saying, I'll change tomorrow.
My heart was full of rage and sorrow.
I commited the crimes and kept my head low.
Then God appeared and told me that even I could grow.
This was something I had to do solo.
Still waiting for the better days to come, it's working slow slow.
God I've got a question.
And I need an answer right now.
What am I supose to do when I'm down?
People judging me even tough ey' aint got no right.
What should I tell em'?
Exept, back of cuz' this is my fight.
Salvation is not what I need.
No, cuz' motivation is the main key.
Life is hard in reality.
One man's strengh is another man's mortality.
It's the dirty game that attracs me.
And those motherfuckers makes money, it's a tragedy.
Let me tell you.
I'm just wating til the day the Lord come to take me away.
I had a flashback.
From my birth to my grave.
And I'm amazed of my good days.
But I don't wan't to rememeber my old ways.
I wan't to leave it behind with no trace.
But it's not that easy.
Cuz' the clock and me, we got our own race.
I wanna rememeber one thing and that's this phrase.
If there is a will, there is a way.
Legends never die, ey' will always stay great.
Live for your love and you will never be afriad.
I began as a lost soul.
Allways saying, I'll change tomorrow.
My heart was full of rage and sorrow.
I commited the crimes and kept my head low.
Then God appeared and told me that even I could grow.
This was something I had to do solo.
Still waiting for the better days to come, it's working slow slow.
I don't know why is it so.
Some suppose that people's crazyness can come but not go.
And many more choicess to follow.
I'm this fucking close of giving up hope.
Now if you would just listen to me, that would be dope.
If I throwed out a rope.
Would you take it cuz' there's no way I can't do this alone
I'm just so damn weak.
I need a new technic.
Cuz' the one i'm using right now aint working.
It's to antic.
I wanna thank my whole family.
You have given me the inspiration I needed to speak.
To bad you can't get the same support from the modern society.
I wonder if I one day will be what faith had planned for me.
Cuz' if I keep on living like this, I won't be able to breathe.
I got to give life to the struggle so that one day I'll be free....Free.
I began as a lost soul.
Allways saying, I'll change tomorrow.
My heart was full of rage and sorrow.
I commited the crimes and kept my head low.
Then God appeared and told me that even I could grow.
This was something I had to do solo.
Still waiting for the better days to come, it's working slow slow.
I came here today to share my problems.
Deadly or not, I've got em'.
It will ruine my life sooner or later.
So I grabbed a pen and wrote down all my sins on a piece of paper.
Can you do my a favour?
Can you read it out loud once I'm at the graveyard?
So everyone understands.
The way the addiction shaped me it can shape y'all.
And I aint here to be no enteteiner.
I wanna do something good.
So I hope my problem can become another mans savier.
I've seen the down side of life, now I wanna see the better.
I think I know what it is, cuz' I've already met her.
Please promise me that one day you will show people this letter.
So ey' can see that I've climb the ladder and soon I'l be stronger.
My goal is to be clean and make my life longer.
So that's why I pray to God every night so he can preper me.
So Lord when you come to take me away, I couldn't be anymore ready.
Yeah come and get me.
I began as a lost soul.
Allways saying, I'll change tomorrow.
My heart was full of rage and sorrow.
I commited the crimes and kept my head low.
Then God appeared and told me that even I could grow.
This was something I had to do solo.
Still waiting for the better days to come, it's working slow slow.
Why can't ey' just look inside and realize?
It's hard to deal with this daily preassure in this life of mine.
True man, sometimes I can be stupid.
God knows I've done some dumn shit.
Don't even remember the half of it.
But it doesn't matter.
I'm not here cuz' of that.
I'm here to make some changes.
If I would be giving another shoot I would embrace it.
I would face my past and I would make it.
I would live my life sacred.
If it only would be that easy.
Life aint what it is on tv.
Come on man, do you feel me?
Come on man, can you reach me?
I mean, what I'm tryin' to tell you is that life's pretty hard.
But it can work out fine if you play the right cards.
Unfortuanly for me I played mine wrong.
I'm addicted to this problem but I gotta stay strong.
At least I've got the faith to carry on.
But I don't know for how long.
Please God help me before I'l be gone.
Before I'm turned into dust in the dawn.
Help me.
I began as a lost soul.
Allways saying, I'll change tomorrow.
My heart was full of rage and sorrow.
I commited the crimes and kept my head low.
Then God appeared and told me that even I could grow.
This was something I had to do solo.
Still waiting for the better days to come, it's working slow slow.
God I've got a question.
And I need an answer right now.
What am I supose to do when I'm down?
People judging me even tough ey' aint got no right.
What should I tell em'?
Exept, back of cuz' this is my fight.
Salvation is not what I need.
No, cuz' motivation is the main key.
Life is hard in reality.
One man's strengh is another man's mortality.
It's the dirty game that attracs me.
And those motherfuckers makes money, it's a tragedy.
Let me tell you.
I'm just wating til the day the Lord come to take me away.
I had a flashback.
From my birth to my grave.
And I'm amazed of my good days.
But I don't wan't to rememeber my old ways.
I wan't to leave it behind with no trace.
But it's not that easy.
Cuz' the clock and me, we got our own race.
I wanna rememeber one thing and that's this phrase.
If there is a will, there is a way.
Legends never die, ey' will always stay great.
Live for your love and you will never be afriad.
I began as a lost soul.
Allways saying, I'll change tomorrow.
My heart was full of rage and sorrow.
I commited the crimes and kept my head low.
Then God appeared and told me that even I could grow.
This was something I had to do solo.
Still waiting for the better days to come, it's working slow slow.
I don't know why is it so.
Some suppose that people's crazyness can come but not go.
And many more choicess to follow.
I'm this fucking close of giving up hope.
Now if you would just listen to me, that would be dope.
If I throwed out a rope.
Would you take it cuz' there's no way I can't do this alone
I'm just so damn weak.
I need a new technic.
Cuz' the one i'm using right now aint working.
It's to antic.
I wanna thank my whole family.
You have given me the inspiration I needed to speak.
To bad you can't get the same support from the modern society.
I wonder if I one day will be what faith had planned for me.
Cuz' if I keep on living like this, I won't be able to breathe.
I got to give life to the struggle so that one day I'll be free....Free.
I began as a lost soul.
Allways saying, I'll change tomorrow.
My heart was full of rage and sorrow.
I commited the crimes and kept my head low.
Then God appeared and told me that even I could grow.
This was something I had to do solo.
Still waiting for the better days to come, it's working slow slow.
I came here today to share my problems.
Deadly or not, I've got em'.
It will ruine my life sooner or later.
So I grabbed a pen and wrote down all my sins on a piece of paper.
Can you do my a favour?
Can you read it out loud once I'm at the graveyard?
So everyone understands.
The way the addiction shaped me it can shape y'all.
And I aint here to be no enteteiner.
I wanna do something good.
So I hope my problem can become another mans savier.
I've seen the down side of life, now I wanna see the better.
I think I know what it is, cuz' I've already met her.
Please promise me that one day you will show people this letter.
So ey' can see that I've climb the ladder and soon I'l be stronger.
My goal is to be clean and make my life longer.
So that's why I pray to God every night so he can preper me.
So Lord when you come to take me away, I couldn't be anymore ready.
Yeah come and get me.
I began as a lost soul.
Allways saying, I'll change tomorrow.
My heart was full of rage and sorrow.
I commited the crimes and kept my head low.
Then God appeared and told me that even I could grow.
This was something I had to do solo.
Still waiting for the better days to come, it's working slow slow.
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