"I'm Not Waiting" Lyrics

I keep on waiting to find myself
I keep on running towards the sun
I guess I want everything under the blue sky
And I wanna laugh 'til I cry again
I want to feel all the pain
And all the joy for the first time again

Cause I'm alive and I'm not waiting
I love it here but I'm not staying

Because it hurts too much to watch it all slip away
I'm standing here in your eyes, all the things I can't say
I don't wanna lose myself so I've just got to start again
It's such a big world out there and I'm not waiting

I go to sleep in an empty room
I walk alone on the beach at the edge of the sea
The water's so cold but it won't stop me
And I'll lose everything I have
And as it washes away I feel my heart start to beat again

Cause I'm alive and I'm not waiting
I love it here but I'm not staying

Because it hurts too much to watch it all slip away
I'm standing here in your eyes, all the things I can't say
And I don't wanna lose myself so I've just got to start again
It's such a big world out there and I'm not waiting
Oh it's such a big world out there and I'm not waiting

And I, I, I would never blame you for walking away from me
So just leave
Cause I'm alive and I'm not waiting
I love it here but I'm not staying

Because it hurts too much to watch it all slip away
I am standing here in your eyes, all the things I can't say
And I don't wanna lose myself so I've just got to start again
It's such a big world out there and I'm not waiting
It's such a big world out there and I'm not...
It's such a big world out there and I'm not waiting