"Masturbation" Lyrics

Everyday's a vivid nightmare
Ever since I left the highchair
Waking up to miss the school bus
Breaking up again is too much

Everything I did was no good
Close to so good but, always no good
Even if I changed is my destiny the same

Maybe I'm a little sensitive and high-strung
Mentally abused when so young

I've heard it all before
Criticism I ignore

It aint enough to be myself and speak free
Stand this ground that lies beneath me
Life it burns so cold then so hot

DON'T UNDERESTIMATE ME BIG SHOT

Don't need these conversations
They feel like masturbation
To much anticipation

Shut It Up, Shut, Shut It Up, Shut It Up

I make my decisions,
Based on your reactions
To get my satisfaction.

Shut It Up, Shut, Shut It Up, Shut It Up

See I'm the boy who made things happen
Driven by complete compassion
I'm always thinking about tomorrow
But today is where I'll borrow
My mistakes cause now i'm learnin'
Lessons that just keep on burnin'

I'm easily amused
and just as easily confused

Maybe life aint much worth livin'
But its the gift that keeps on givin'
No matter what your delt
Baby and no matter how you felt

Think about the times when we had zero problems
Everyday could last forever
But life it burns so cold and so hot

DON'T UNDERESTIMATE ME BIG SHOT

Don't need these conversations
They feel like masturbation
To much anticipation

Shut It Up, Shut, Shut It Up, Shut It Up

I Make My Decisions
Based On Your Reactions
To Get My Satisfaction

Shut It Up, Shut, Shut It Up, Shut It Up

And soon you'll see, the
The truth can be
A friend in need of you and me
It's so much easier if you, you JUST DON'T CARE

Shut It Up, Shut, Shut It Up, Shut It Up

Look at my face
Look at my face

Don't treat me like anything and think that I can't see right though your plastic-ness.
Don't pretend you comprehend and think that I can't tell you've lost your place again.

It's all good
It's all right
Now I'm realizing who I'm dealin' with

It's all good
It's all right
Now I'm realizing who I'm dealin' with

It's all good
It's all right
Now I'm realizing who I'm dealin' with
(realizing who I'm dealin' with)

Don't need these conversations
They feel like masturbation
To much anticipation

Shut It Up, Shut, Shut It Up, Shut It Up

I Make My Decisions
Based On Your Reactions
To Get My Satisfaction

Shut It Up, Shut, Shut It Up, Shut It Up

And Soon You'll See, The, The Truth Can Be, A Friend In Need of You and Me
And Soon You'll See, Your, Your Enemy, And Friend In Need of you is me

It's So Much Easier If You... You Just Don't Care

Shut It Up, Shut, Shut It Up, Shut It Up