"Realization" Lyrics

Wilting away, wilt away
Fearing my mind has gone astray
Dragging my feet, drag my feet
Why do I pretend to be happy? Clearly you see

That I am not, I am not
Love's been whittled down to just a thought
You come as a friend, as a friend
Bring my doubting to an end, make me understand

I wade through all the dust and grime
That clouds me every day I find
I don't have love but it now appears to be
You've been standing right next to me

Breaking misery, misery
Blinded by the possibility
How I didn't know, I don't know
Finally the sorrow goes, exposed, see how it shows

I wade through all the dust and grime
That clouds me everyday I find
I don't have love, but it now appears to be
You've been standing right next to me

Winter breathes, chills the air
Passes through me as I stare
Holy mass of green dances in your eyes
A spark is burning bright
Breaking through but grounded by the night
Won't this moment last, this moment last?

I made it through the dust and grime
That clouds me everyday I find
I don't have love, but it now appears to be
You've been standing right next to me

Right next to me, right next to me
Right next to me, right next to me
Right next to me, right next to me