"In the shadow of the circus" Lyrics

I had this vision of you dancing in my head
At the crack of dawn in someone else's bed
Did things to her that belongs to you
Done things to her I never thought I'd do
But there's no end to what I don't know
There's no end to the way I feel
Nothing in here's worth dying for
Nothing in here's for real

Ain't no drug that gonna cure this pain
Ain't no God to stop that rain
Ain't no whiskey that gonna drown these tears
Ain't no guru that gonna kill my fears

There's nothing worse than things
You can't put your finger on
And things you can't see
You just know some dirty deeds are going on out there

Free my soul