"Bokor N." Lyrics

I couldn't say
A word
'Cos you just
Kept on tearing
At my wounded soul and I was dead
And I was
Nothing
Then you hung up
And silence was my fiend

Someone's at the door
I won't even open
I need to be left alone
With my mind and pain

And if I give it up
Make my eyes pretend
To be a mirror of indifference

The switch came even before the idea of a station
Right before I even knew where the rails led to

Tie the knot
Running off the border
Blotting out the lover
Smash the thought
Get out of here
Throw it out
Make me feel empty
Poison me and I'll
Toss it off
'Cos that's what I need

Sex and black magic
Were the shivers of our
Static situation
So why did you feel
Duty bound to tell me
It had never worked out

Now I feel like shit
Don't even know if you
Were right or wrong, bitch

(What matters was left there,
in a static motion. Here thereâ?
?s no horizon. I want what I lost.
I don't want to be dead,
even if I wouldn't miss her anymore.
I would have her void with me.
I hate her absence. The void. She's not into the void. The void is her)

Tie the knot
Running off the border
Blotting out the lover
Smash the thought
Get out of here
Throw it out
Make me feel empty
Poison me and I'll
Toss it off
Cause this is what I need