"Paint Me Envy" Lyrics

To be honest I've been having trouble
Dealing with myself when I make the same mistakes
Over and over again
Honestly, it sickens me
To think this might be who I am when I die
I need some advice

Boy you know jealousy's a killer
If thats the case then I'm ready to die
I said oh you dont mean that
You'll lose her for life
And girl you know that he is a liar
He's a cheating heartbreaker always leaving you crying
I said oh you dont mean that
You'll lose her for life

She's dressed to kill so you better stop staring
She's sitting alone in her hotel room
To go outside is to take a chance
Take a chance she might end up regretting
the tv's on and the radio is blaring
good looks are what you need to have
To make it somewhere in this world
To lead a life she wont end up regretting

Its sad to think that her self worth
Is based on opinions that others had about her
She's the perfect picture of misdirection
won't look me in the eye cause she hates her reflection

Boy you know that she isn't like you she's a little insecure and she's packing an attitude
and boy you know that she gets a little upset
She ends up running to her room cause she knows she can't handle it

Dissappointed you, retreat
But I wish you could see all the things you did to me

Her bags are packed and shes ready to go
But she turns around before she gets to the door
And she tells herself
That she won't cry
She turns to him
She puts her hand on his face and
She gives a little smile as she turns and walks away and says
All we are, is what we intend to be