"Bulletproof Roulette" Lyrics

I'm trying to figure out what went wrong
Watching the children play in the sun
Soul free from hate, their life just begun
Why does it feel like mine is gone?

I know your will is strong,
but I'm better off alone
Loneliness became my sanctuary
Scared to let go

Who will be my strength when I am weak
You'll win this game today
Don't you forget
Who will be my voice when I can't speak
Reload your gun and play
Bulletproof Roulette

Tied up in problems, losing control
I thought that I learned my lesson this far
Control is a silly thing to regret
When you could lose your heart

Memories...
I know these wounds will heal
but the scars will still remain
Sympathy...
for everyone in pain
Like our lives would be in vain

Who will be my eyes when I can't see?
You'll win this game today
Don't you forget
Who will ever help me to be free?
Reload your gun and play
Bulletproof Roulette

Who will be my strength when I am weak?
Who will be my voice when I can't speak?
Who will be my eyes when I can't see?
Will I ever be free?