"My Whole Existence" Lyrics

my god, how do you spell your first name?
how long did it take to get you on?
oh man, my man you're back here at my bad side
my head, this bed, is where i take control

were you lying there alone my friend?
and how do you live your life like this?
for the first in my whole existence
i believe

i say i pray your ears will take a listen
i think i speak for most of us my lord
i swear to clean this house before i meet you
you've been there with open arms before

and i've noticed that you're not at peace
and your eyes have never looked so distinct
what a long day it has been my lovely little one
are you finding out?

i believed in you before
will you come and lay here right beside me?
now do you see that i have never loved?
will you come and teach me to be with out it?
tell me how far i'll see my own soul
please just promise it won't hurt