"Patient Sixty-Seven" Lyrics

Here I am sleeping alone
Away from the world
I know my voice can't be heard
And I awoke fighting for help
But I'm drowned out
By the screams of those
Who've finally lost their minds
And the rest of their lives

Honestly if there's not a chance in hell
I might as well admit myself.
You're under my skin and over my head.
I'm hearing these voices in my dreams.
Its over and over
I'm afraid I'll never escape.

You and your words sound so bitter
Can you remember the last time they weren't?
Is this something that I deserve?
The palms of my hands are bleeding again

Here I am locked in this room
Holding onto my life
I know if I ever survive
You will see the monster inside
But I swear to you they've led me
They led me to this

Cause I almost lost my mind
And the rest of my life.

Honestly if there's not a chance in hell
I might as well admit myself.
You're under my skin and over my head.
I'm hearing these voices in my dreams.
Its over and over
I'm afraid I'm going insane.

Is this my fault?
Did I bring this upon myself?
I can't go on without your help
And I tried to believe that I'd make it on my own
I'm becoming the man
You tried to destroy for years

Which would be worse
To live my life as a monster
Or to die as a good man?