"Reality Check" Lyrics

I'm trying to find a point of sanity
Been struggling to find the person inside of me
You left my heart so cold
But I got blue blood in my veins
Like the world just froze
You couldn't take the shame
Of living a life you wish you were never dealt
Should've known that a whore never gave a fuck about how I felt

Now I see
The person inside of me
Can't believe
You're not what you used to be

You better believe that this is the end
I saw the life that we had
I hope your scars never mend
And maybe one day you'll see this world doesn't care
This reality check will be too much to bear

You left my heart so cold
But I got blue blood in my veins
Like the world just froze
You couldn't take the fucking shame

Now I see
The person inside of me
Can't believe
You're not what you used,
You're not what you used to be

You better believe that this is the end
I saw the life that we had
I hope your scars never mend
And maybe one day you'll see this world doesn't care
This reality check will be too much to bare

Step back as I begin to see
This unholy nomad that's become of me
You left my heart at the door
As my knees hit the floor
But it left my body marked
By these scars, you whore

Soul sucker got the best of me
Soul sucker got the best of me