"Fine Line" Lyrics

I am what you call good for nothing
A silent film that's not worth watching
A waste of time and a waste of breath
A melody to put your mind at rest
Did you find someone else to take your phone calls in the middle of the night?
If you want to know if the nightmares stop as far as I know they don't
There's a fine line between running away
And erasing yourself from everything we used to love
Did you burn off your fingerprints and burn all your photographs?
Because I can't seem to find you anywhere except my dreams
Well the biggest lie you told me was try your best and everything will get better
Nothing got better
Time made everything worse
Is that what I get for putting myself first?