"Vaporize" Lyrics

The secret dream has been drugged,
It's fallen asleep.
I can't wake up.
The slightest twitch in your eye cuts off the blood
To my good side.

If I were a wreck,
Would you stand back and watch me crash?
If I was upset,
Would you know how to make it last?
I know I'm a wreck,
But I think you can understand.

Oh, who the fuck are you to say
That the dream is washed away.
Numb myself to sleep again.
Someone let the blood flow in.

Waiting out the days,
Inside my veins they played,
So many ghosts without a song.
I'm reaching for a gift,
I try to feel what's there.
All that is left is falling apart, dear

If I were a wreck,
Would you stand back and watch me crash?
If I was upset,
Would you know how to make it last?
I know I'm a wreck,
But I think you can understand.

Here it comes,
And I feel every moment
Melting down.
And now I'm out of patience.
Tear it down,
This hidden relic must fall.
Vaporize into the aerosol of life.