"Doubt" Lyrics

I wanna be a saint
But I end up a pain
I wanna be your love
But I can't get my mind off this drug

*chorus*

Somebody please won't somebody help me out
'Coz I can't decide just what it is I think I wanna feel right now
These walls are closing in
I'm sick as a dog with doubt but I want more

*chorus*

I wanna be inside
She shows me how to feel alive
I wanna be a good friend
But I end up alone once again

*chorus*

Lock myself up in this room
With a pocketful to dull the pain
Try to find some inner peace
But the silence is driving me insane

Comfortable
In ropes and chains
Cuts off the flow of thoughts
That I don't want to feel today

Conscious now
But not the same
Fall again and I don't know
What I want to feel today
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I'm fed up with today
I want to feel today

I wanna be a saint
But I end up a pain
I wanna be your love
But I can't get my mind off this drug

*chorus*