"Am I Dying?" Lyrics

You're all I can think about
Though I avoid thinking of you
Everything's so crazy
And I've gone crazy too
I know that you don't like me
I know, I know
But everytime I see you....

I hate the game I'm playing
I can never win
I lose track of what I'm saying
This feeling's from within
Help me Lord cause I'm falling
Hopelessly in despair
Life isn't fair, life isn't fair

[CHORUS]
I'd kill myself if I didn't want to live
I'm miserable with grief
I can't hold on to anything; am I dying?
I try to be someone else to turn your head
But I'm no one; am i dying?

What day is it?
Where am I?
Who cares anyway?
It's not like it's important, nothing's important

I think you're killing me,
But I just can't be sure
When I die, will you mourn?
Or will you not care?
I bet you won't care.

[CHORUS]

Stop killing me...if you're killing me....
If you're not killing me...
You're hurting me so bad...

Stop killing me...if you're killing me...
If you're not killing me...
You're hurting me so bad...

[CHORUS]

Am I dying?
Am I dying?
Am i dying?
(fades out)