"Breakdown" Lyrics

I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (yeah)
And I miss days where I used to feel like me (you know)
'Cause I've been trapped in all the freedom
Throw my heart up at the ceiling
I take another drink so I can kill the voice of reason
I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (too much is too much)

You know
Uh, they fightin' my demons but they ain't fightin' fair
But I keep sayin' that everything is all right, I swear
All alone in a dark space, ain't no light in there
What's fucked up is I might actually like it there
Pouring everything on this paper my pen is on
Feel like I'm breaking in places they put the pressure on
I'm the one in my circle they all depending on
To do it though I need these drugs I've become dependent on
Someone tried to confront me now we don't get along
In my business, they trippin' off what I'm sippin' on
They can't reach the pedestal that my head is on
But truthfully I've been breaking down, just finally lettin' on (uh)

Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (yeah)
I need you, I need you (I got you)
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
Tell me this will be over (uh)
Over soon (yeah)
Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you (I got you), I need you, I

Uh, crowded space but I feel alone
Eyes on me at all times in a judgement zone
Somewhere on the road fucked up but I'm missin' home
No rest for the wicked, work cut out, put a pillow on
Anywhere, from misunderstood they try to patronize
They judgin' my ways, but won't empathize
You couldn't walk in my shoes, I'm not tellin' lies
Since 21, I've been runnin' a whole enterprise
Provide for too many people, I can't jeopardize
But I've been breakin' in half to two separate lives
Mister Hodges died lookin' at Jekyll's eyes
I start becoming somebody I can't recognize

Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (uh, you know)
I need you, I need you (I need you too)
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
Tell me this will be over (uh)
Over soon (yeah)
Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you (ayy), I need you (whoa), I (uh)

Oh, I need you (I got you)
Oh, I need you (I got you)

So come over
Tell me this will be over (uh)
Over soon (yeah)
Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you (I got you)

I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (you know)
And I miss days where I used to feel like me