"Maniac" Lyrics

I'm hanging on by a thread
I got these thoughts in my head
The kind that won't lemme rest
I swear I'm trying my best
I cancelled all of my plans
I cut off all of my friends
I only trust on one hand
I say I'm sorry too fast

Oh, I've got it all
Figured out, but I don't
When I fall down, I know
I could change, but I won't

I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that
I'm a disaster going down way too fast
I may have been shattered, but I put the pieces back
And it feels like everybody's out to get me
Feels like they keep forgetting
I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that

I'm scared of what I'll become
Can't undo the things I've done
I tried to hide who I was
Felt like I wasn't enough
It's like a fight to the death
Feels like a knife in my chest
Constantly gasping for breath
Don't know how much I've got left

Oh, I've got it all
Figured out, but I don't
When I fall down, I know
I could change, but I won't

I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that
I'm a disaster going down way too fast
I may have been shattered, but I put the pieces back
And it feels like everybody's out to get me
Feels like they keep forgetting
I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that

I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that
I'm a disaster going down way too fast
I may have been shattered, but I put the pieces back
And it feels like everybody's out to get me
Feels like they keep forgetting
I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that