"4am" Lyrics

While I've been trying to do stuff
I'm still scared
While I've been trying to hide
It's just how much I care
There's reasons for breaking our ties
And telling you lies, I confess
While I've been trying to say
How I'm such a mess,
I'll be your favorite worse mistake
I'll your memory
I'll be your ghost,
You'll be a night to fill the space
You'll be a me, then I'll go

When it's 4AM in the morning,
I've been thinking about my past, and
You should know I don't want your love
Never have, never will
When it's 4AM and I call you,
You can tell that I've been drinking
When I say, you should come, take it off
All off, then I get over her
You should know I don't want your love
Never have, never will

How can I hold you so close when I'm thinking of somebody else?
How can I treat you so right when I know you're only there?
The reason you're here is to deal with my fear, I hate being alone
Oh, how I can do this to you, yet you always still answer the phone I'm such a fool

When it's 4AM in the morning,
I've been thinking about my past, and
You should know I don't want your love
Never have, never will
When it's 4AM and I call you,
You can tell that I've been drinking
When I say, you should come, take it off
All off, then I get over her
You should know I don't want your love