"Bad Disease" Lyrics

Well, there's something about
Watching a crime
That makes me wanna go out and make it all mine
There's something about
Seeing you fight
That makes me wanna go out tonight

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
To fall into
Yeah, it's true

There's something about
Seeing him die
That puts it all into perspective and I
Wanna stay home
Be left alone
Someone make my mind up so I don't have to decide

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
Fall into
Yeah, do

There's some reason why
I can't sit still
Every waking moment, I feel so unfulfilled
I try to lie down, but I don't know how
Baby, when I'm sleeping, it feels less like I am dreaming
Oh my God

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
It's got me down
On my knees

There's a fear I have
A feeling real bad
I'm fine now; if I find out that I'm not, I'll be sad
I try to quiet thoughts in the night
Oh, they got me thinking I'll be happier just drinking
It's not true

I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease
It's got me down
On my knees, ohh-ohh

I got a bad disease
Will no one help me, please?
Not even you