"Bullet In My Heart" Lyrics

I lie alone
Covered with my last sheet
I'm coming home
It's over and I'll never have to repeat
I can't believe that it's already the end
I'd lost one more chance for messages to send
But it's not a big deal
If I'm believing it's not real

I can hear voices
Sad memories
I've made all my choices
In the glimmering light

Be there
Don't cry
I'm here
It's not goodbye
I'm here, and I won't disappear
Don't cry, don't sigh
I'm here, so just be there
Don't care, I'll be starring at your life
All the time
I lie, here alone
Well this is my ending, or was it so happy?
These are my endings and I couldn't let go
I'm coming home, with a bullet in my heart

I can still remember
The biggest mistake
Was it December?
When I had a promise to break
I never meant a word I said
I never meant it from my heart
I believed this to be the start
The start

I lie alone
Covered with my last sheet
I'm coming home
It's over and I'll never have to repeat

It was told like a fable
The time that has passed
When I noticed it was April
Wow was that so fast
I never want to leave
I never ever want to believe
It's coming every step
I'm decending into a darkness

I lie alone
I'm coming home
It was the last phone call
It wasn't special at all
Told you to meet me at
The bench of Sunvaile park where we sat
It was raining again
All from the stars
I'm falling again
When will I restart?

I can't believe that this is the end
I'd lost one more chance for messages to send
But it's not a big deal
If I'm believing it's not real

I'm standing I'm watching everything
I can't answer the phone still ringing
If I could reply, if I could stop making you cry
If I didn't need to say goodbye
If I never needed to hear a sigh again
I'm crying and I'm missing all that I ever had
I can't go to anyone explain how I'm sad
If I could stop, if I didn't need to suddenly drop
If I could stay at the top
No it didn't need to be the top
If only I could stay with you

I can hear voices
Sad memories
I've made all my choices
In the glimmering light

I lived a life, I dreamed a dream
I understood life harder than it seemed
I saved your life, you helped me through
It's the last word that I could ever say to you

Be there
Don't cry
I'm here
It's not goodbye
I'm here, and I won't disappear
Don't cry, don't sigh
I'm here, so just be there
Don't care, I'll be starring at your life
All the time
I lie, here alone
Well this is my ending, or was it so happy?
These are my endings and I couldn't let go
I'm coming home, with a bullet in my heart

It's not the end
It's not the end
It's not the end it's never
I'm not going to believe
It's not the last time I'm ever gonna' see you
Or any last time you can bring me through
I need your help just one more time
I'm crying and I'm missing all that I ever had
I'm leaving everything behind
I'm leaving everything that was in my mind
With a bullet in my heart, I carry on
To someday I'll meet, whether not
I believe that I'll meet and I will not repeat

I lie alone
Covered with my last sheet
I'm coming home
It's over and I'll never have to repeat
I can't believe that it's already the end
I'd lost one more chance for messages to send
But it's not a big deal
If I'm believing it's not real
No it's not real

I lie alone
Covered with my last sheet
I'm coming home
Carry me home
Carry me home

I lied upon truths and lies
Don't need to ask me why

I'll lie upon until you follow me
Paint the rest of your life

I'll lie upon my life
You will live again for me

I'm yours
Carry on
I'm yours

I'm yours