"Metabolic" Lyrics

Gone, I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me out of the way

Once - Inside - All I hold is ash

Fail - suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fucking right to hate you
I can't take it

The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you

My demise - I took a life worth living
And made it worth a mockery
I deny - And fold - But they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me

Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way?
To face everyday with this face, goodbye

My demise - I took a life worth living
And made it worth a mockery
I deny - And fold - But they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me

When I blur my eyes
They make the whole world breathe
I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlling every urge to mutilate
The one and only answer

So much for memories...

I wanna dress in your insecurities
And be the perfect you - I'm through
I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
Here we go, the ultimate irony

My demise - I took a life worth living
And made it worth a mockery
I deny - And fold - But they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
Killing me! (Stop)
Killing me! (Stop)
Killing me! (Stop)

Killing me!