"Neverending Melancholy" Lyrics

As forever emptiness embraces me
A neverending melancholy begins
How could it get so wrong?
Every dream I had is gone
Why did you leave me when I need you the most
Even the purest ocean froze
Was it all just a numb lie
These tears I'm crying will never dry

Why?!
Wasn't it worth more than a denial?
Fading...
Caught in a delirium slowly erasing

I dedicated my life to you
But you only let your atrocity through
When you treated me like nothing all along
Tell me; what did I do wrong?

Why did you leave me when I need you the most
Even the purest ocean froze
Was it all just a numb lie
These tears I'm crying will never dry

Why?!
Wasn't it worth more than a denial?
Fading...
Caught in a delirium slowly erasing

In the depth of winter
Snow covers the path behind,
I'll never solve this riddle
Was it the purpose to rape my mind?!