"Deceptive" Lyrics

Deceptive, receptive
To all the things that turned out wrong
Destructive, abusive
The bleeding scars need to heal alone
The story is repeating
I've heard this more than a thousand times
The story is now over
The sequel is coming and I might not be there
Who's laughing out loud?
Am I deceptive?
Who's laughing alone?
Am I deceptive?
Deceptive, receptive
To all the things that turned out wrong
Destructive, abusive
The bleeding scars need to heal alone
The state of confusion
That you put me in might come to an end
The state of confession
Will get me nowhere but it might help my heart.