"Wake Up Screaming" Lyrics

I don't think I am what I was before.
I never watched anyone die before.
I wish I'd never left home.
I wish I'd left it alone.

Temptation is a disease.
You can never do as you please.
Your body takes over and your mind don't care.
Never think twice what might happen out there.

Go straight in for the ultimate sin
And nobody else ever seems to care.
So I took what I thought was mine
And waited for a very long time.
And I thought I knew what happened to you
'Cause you told me exactly what to do.

So I did it right and stayed up all night.
Felt like killing myself for you.
I don't think like I did before.
I never watched anyone die before.

I felt like I died as well.
The look the words the smell
The way you looked at me
As if I'd never be free.

I remember the words like a favorite song
'Cause I forget the way things went wrong.
Faked a picture of perfect health
Then I realized I was killing myself.
I don't think I am what I was before.
I never watched anyone die before.
I dream in slow motion and I wake up screaming.