"Closer To Coma" Lyrics

Have you seen my sanity?
I seem to have left it at home
I feel pushed up against the wall
Like some Black Flag song

Oh I try to wash it away
Every day, a little closer, a little closer to hell

Why am I so selfish?
Hold on tight
Everything will be alright
if I choose I

Why am I so selfish?
I push away everyone who loves me
I don't want, want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me
Why am I so childish?
It's because my mother never loved me
I don't want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me